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TOWERS

5 Jan

 Towers

“Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen.”    Matthew 28:20 KJV

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My life took a hard turn in my 60th year.  The job I’d had for 18 years ended and the job I found was completely across the state – a 4 hour drive time to be exact.

My new job was managing an information services division at a college that is dedicated to distance learning.  Part of the job included managing the maintenance of the many towers scattered within the 24,000 square miles the college serviced.

I will tell you truthfully, I’ve never paid much attention to towers before.  I’d see the red light flash off in the distance and glance quickly away.  I would recognize one along a road, but never paid it much mind.  I didn’t realize the critical element it was in reaching people and giving the opportunity to learn in remote regions.  Now I see the lifeline of communication towers bring to desolate areas – kind of like Jesus!

Jesus’ love shines forth as a beacon to the unloved and the unlovable.  Jesus walks with us every day, speaking to us, encouraging us, guiding our way – yet most of the time we don’t even recognize Him; we pass Him by unnoticed.

My God, please keep me ever aware of my surroundings and what it is that You want me to do with that awareness.  Please let me always hear Your voice and heed Your call.  Let me recognize the lifeline of hope and healing you bring to desolate areas.  Guide my steps Lord, even if they stop at the bottom of a giant tower.

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THIS HOUSE

30 Dec

Farmhouse

And the house which I build is great: for great is our God above all gods. But who is able to build him an house, seeing the heaven and heaven of heavens cannot contain him? who am I then, that I should build him an house, save only to burn sacrifice before him?”  2 Chronicles 2:5-6

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This house which stands is humble.

The outside is simple  –  neat.

It does not command attention,

It does not exalt wealth.

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Yet, this house has become a home,

Each inch dedicated to the Gospel.

Look inside with the eyes of a Saint,

Past the aging tapestries,

Past the dull, sparse paint.

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This house glows in Gold,

From the essence of His Glory within.

It is laden with silver,

From the Light of the Son.

Every inch is warmed,

By the love of His children.

It is shielded and draped,

In the Armor of Righteousness.

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This house which stands is humble.

The outside is simple  –  neat.

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But this home which we’ve built is great,

For it houses the Mighty Living God.

This God which cannot be contained,

Not by strength,

Not by boundaries,

Not by false sacrifice.

But which chooses to dwell,

In a sanctuary of praise,

Raised by the hearts of His own.

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A Chosen Vessel . . .

29 Dec

Chosen Vessel

“And the vessel that he made of clay was marred in the hand of the potter: so he made it again another vessel, as seemed good to the potter to make it.”  Jeremiah 18:4

 “Hath not the potter power over the clay, of the same lump to make one vessel unto honour, and another unto dishonour?”  Romans 9:21

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 Painted with Love,

Fired with Patience,

Filled with Righteousness,

Kissed by the Grace of God.

I am a Chosen Vessel.

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2 ½ MINUTES – UNITED

28 Dec

Highway Tunnel

“And the four beasts had each of them six wings about him; and they were full of eyes within: and they rest not day and night, saying, Holy, holy, holy, Lord God Almighty, which was, and is, and is to come.”  Revelation 4:8

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On a recent vacation we traveled to California to visit family members not seen for too many years.  The Northern California cultures and obvious lifestyle was such a change from our South Phoenix home.

We were completely overwhelmed by the large numbers of people at every turn.  Traffic was bumper to bumper and lines at stores had to be a delight to the owners.  Remarkably, we saw few confrontations because of these inconveniences, something I cannot brag about in our hometown.  People there seemed to accept the inconvenience as a way of life, just the way things are.

Although I didn’t notice outbursts of frustration, neither did I notice outbursts of pleasantries.  People moved about much like ant colonies, each with a place to go and a job to do, no time to chitchat, no time to stop.

Shopping in San Francisco shops was an experience.  When you weren’t quick enough at choosing a souvenir in their overcrowded gift shops, someone would move over to assist you, pulling out articles from shelves, showing you hidden merchandise, color after color, then moving you quickly to the cash register line.  I had to sit back and laugh at the adventure and wonder if we frustrated them as much as they frustrated us, all under the guise of a smile.

But of all the interesting things that happened, one 2-½ minute section of time touched me the most.  On our way back from lunch with family we hadn’t seen in 20 years, we decided to cross the Golden Gate Bridge.  Our boys had never seen the bridge and were excited as it began to come into view.  They were blessed with the opportunity to study that bridge for quite a while, as we weren’t the only family that had the idea.  We crawled, bumper to bumper, for miles before the bridge.  My oldest son hung out the car window, snapping pictures of the bridge, Alcatraz Island, the city coastline, trees, you name it; anything to stay busy.

Not far from the bridge we had to pass through a tunnel.  It was a tiled arched tunnel, marked and stained with age.  I remembered the tunnel from my youth and the magic that seemed to spring to life as cars drove through – the lights passing by overhead and the long sounding honk as we swished under.  Had it changed?

Almost as soon as we entered the tunnel the faces of the drivers began to change.  First one car honked, then another.  Three short bursts, followed by three more from another car – soon the tunnel swelled with an orchestra of patterns and phrases.  People began to interact and play together, windows came down, laughter joined in, frustration left the faces of even the most distraught.  For 2 ½ minutes they were children again, enjoying a moment of comradery with 50 complete strangers while creeping bumper to bumper in a tunnel – and enjoying every second of it.

All too soon the tunnel ended and the honking stopped, except for one lone car that would give 3 short bursts every once in a while, looking to see if anyone would join in outside of the tunnel – no one did.

As I reflected back I wondered if that experience might be a little bit like what Heaven is going to be?  The cars will be replaced by white robes and the horns by voices.  Instead of 3 short bursts of beep, beep, beep there will be long melodic arias of Holy, Holy, Holy.  Every face will be happy, we will once again feel the joy of childhood and the safety of our Father’s House.

Thank you Lord, for that glimpse of what treasures lie ahead.  Thank you for a 2 ½ minute jewel today.

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By Linda J. Humes

Written 6/25/2001

From **A Walk To Gethsemane**

TAKE MY HAND

27 Dec

 Reaching Hand

“Thou leddest thy people like a flock by the hand of Moses and Aaron.” 

Psalm 77:20

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Take my hand, Lord,

                                                         and guide me through this weary time.

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Gently lift and gently lead,

            my eyes are tired,

           the path is dim.

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Take my hand, Lord,

                               a grasp of friendship,

                    a grasp of love,

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Father to child,

                     child to father,

            trusting,

           secure,

           warm.

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Take my hand, Lord,

                                   that I might be healed,

                          and capable soon,

                         to reach my hand,

                     back to another.

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No One Knows

26 Dec

18 Wheeler

But of that day and that hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels which are in heaven, neither the Son, but the Father.     Mark 13:32 (KJV)

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I drive between the small town I live in and Phoenix, AZ every week.  Although the trips can make me very weary, usually it is quite uneventful and often gives me time of insight and inspiration.

5 o’clock came, end of day, and I started packing my car, ready to head back up the mountain toward home.  I was about to place a box of files in the back seat of my car, but for a flash of a second I saw them flying around in the sky.  I’ve learned to trust these flashes and with a smile I said, “Okay Lord” and put them securely in the trunk, wedged tight.

Traffic through the city was lighter than usual, for that I was grateful.  I had my glass of Iced Tea (to keep me awake) and my Christian Music (to keep me singing and bouncing), I was on a mission to get back to the family.

The main highway has been under construction for years and always poses a challenge for impatient drivers.  I set my speed with my cruise control and tried not to let anything distract me.  About an hour and a half into my trip I was in the heavy climbing area, where the road winds back and forth.  Trucks are to follow the signs that are posted in that area and remain in the right lane only; at least that’s what I thought.

The road curved to the left ahead of me and as I cleared the curve there was a semi-truck over half way into the left lane, directly in front of me, it was attempting to pass a slower truck in the right lane.  I hit my brakes and held the steering wheel as firmly as I could.  The brakes hopped, skipped and sang.  I went from 70 mph to 33 mph in . . . well . . . I was a little too preoccupied to notice, but I can tell you it was very few seconds.  It was the closest I have come to hitting anything; inches.  I don’t think the semi-truck ever saw me.

As soon as I was safely back in the lane of travel I heard the words, “No one knows the day or the hour.”  It quickened my spirit and pulled at my heart.  Only the hand of God kept me from hitting that truck – it wasn’t my day, it wasn’t my hour.

“Yes, Lord.”  Was I ready?   The faces of my family ran through my mind – I had almost left them behind that day.  What would have happened to them?  Had I finished the call that God had place before me?  WAS I READY??

God, nudge me.  Never let me tarry on items you’ve called me to complete.  Give me the strength and Wisdom to complete every task – leave nothing unfinished.  Teach me what is most important in Your eyes, that all will be complete.

Are you ready?

By Linda J. Humes

Written 5-31-2009

Eve, Did You Know??

8 Dec

Adam & Eve

“For my words are wise, and my thoughts are filled with insight.”  Psalm 49:3  (NLT)

 The Garden of Eden holds a critical lesson about the frailty of man.  How easily we can be fooled by clever words that play on our earthly desires.  We can be so caught up in receiving those “special wants” that we don’t ask about the lingering after effects.

Extremely gifted people are placed in marketing departments for every major company.  If they can get people to touch their product, whatever it may be, and convince them that their product will dramatically change lives, then they’ve done their job and a product is sold.

How many cars have been purchased for the “sex appeal” marketing and later repossessed because of high car payments, high insurance costs and expensive repairs?  How many expensive jewelry purchases have put difficult financial burdens on young families because marketing says that a diamond ring or necklace is the only way to prove your love to your spouse?  How many young lives have fallen ruin because of movies and commercials showing that “Cool” people drink, smoke, party and are sexually active?

Satan tempted a “perfect” life in a “perfect” world and turned the entire future of man upside down.  Adam and Eve did not understand temptation; they did not understand evil; they did not understand that life could be anything different than it was.  They did understand that there was a rule and it was a very explicit and critical rule:  They were not to eat from the tree.

In Adam’s and Eve’s minds the gain must have appeared to far out-number the potential loss; how bad could the consequence possibly be in a “perfect” world?  We all know that the consequence was the exposure of imperfection, pain, fear, loss of relationship and death.  I wonder whether they would have been as willing to disobey if they truly had understood the consequence.

Many times I have wished that I could have kept my children completely protected from the evils of this world.  I raised them in a Christian school for many years, until it closed.  The harsh reality of life struck each of them in a different way when they started secular schooling and met their first bully.  They were shocked by the negative interactions of student to student and teacher to student.  Had I set them at a disadvantage by protecting their environment?  Would they have had better “worldly” coping skills if they had been exposed to non-Christian behavior in their formative years?  I can only guess and wonder and pray wisdom over my now grown children; each one walking a difficult journey in their lives right now.

Resisting those temptations, bullies and everyday challenges takes wisdom.  Wisdom sets us in right-standing with the Word of God and gives us the direction and skills to fight.  How do we receive wisdom, where does it lie?  It is in Jesus Himself (1 Corinthians 1:30); it is from God, given as a gift (Exodus 31:3); it is shouted in the streets and the public squares by those who have walked the journeys and chosen to encourage and warn others (Proverbs 1:20).  Wisdom is within each of us, if we ask for it; if we will humble ourselves and recognize our frailties; if we will desire not to fall into temptation (James 1:5).

God, please give me the wisdom to teach and guide Your children back to You.  Help me to help them to understand that temptation comes at the hands of skilled marketers, including Satan himself.  Help me to teach them to call out to You for wisdom – for the small things and for the mountains that stand in their path.  Please Lord, help me to remain humble as I ask again for the wisdom I need to continue this journey.

By Linda J. Humes

Written 8-29-2011

30 DAYS OF THANKFULNESS

30 Nov
Thankfulness
“And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to the which also ye are called in one body; and be ye thankful.”  Colossians 3:15
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11/1/13 – So, 30 days of Thanksgiving starts today. I am thankful that I have a personal relationship with my God and savior, Jesus Christ. Without Him I am nothing.
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11/2/13 – Day 2 of Thankfulness. I am thankful that Martin Luther fought for every man and woman to have a copy of the Bible. We can all see the struggles and triumphs of those throughout time – giving us courage to run on.
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11/3/13 – Day 3 of Thankfulness – I am thankful that when I, or someone I love, or even a complete stranger, has a need – large or small – I can go into prayer and the very Savior I worship intercedes with me to ABBA Father. In that moment miracles happen, some visible, some spiritual, some emotional – all touched by the hand of God. Thank you Jesus.
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11/4/13 – I am thankful that when I am overwhelmed or in a crisis, I have the saints and the prayer warriors to intercede, encourage and support my need. They are there to lift my hands when I no longer have the strength, and they can do it from a thousand miles away with a short and simple prayer.
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11/5/13 – Day 5 of Thankfulness – I am thankful to Pastor Lee Pace who saw something in me and gave me the job of studying scripture, front to back and researching subjects to create sermon materials and Christian college curriculum. It imprinted the Word and works of God deep within me.
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11/6/13 – Day 6 of Thankfulness – I am thankful to Pastor Joseph Kern for working with Bethany Bible University to help create an distance learning program so that I could complete my BA in Theological Studies. Without his care, encouragement and diligence I would not have been able to take these 2 years of studies. Those studies have opened my eyes to the complications over the last 2000 Plus years in the Christian struggles and the struggles between the religions. Priceless.
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11/7/13 –Day 7 of Thankfulness – I am thankful to Pastor Bryan Pace who allowed me to be a part of the incredible River Of Life Choir for many, many years. Who taught me how to enter into free worship and singing in the spirit and touch the face of God.
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11/8/13 – Day 8 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for Pastor Bruce Montroy who encourages my writing and interpretive thoughts. For inviting me into his ministry and allowing me to work alongside his group to minister to the homeless in Prescott, AZ. There is a special feeling when you give to someone who cannot give back – except through the eyes of thankfulness.
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11/9/13 – Day 9 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for Pastor Ronda Ehlert who allowed me to be a part of the Word of Life Assembly (WOLA) worship team and honor God through my voice and guitar. An old lady in such a young worship team. Delightful.
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11/10/13 – Day 10 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for Pastor Todd League who always encouraged me and trusted me to be a part of the intense Feed The Community Thanksgiving Dinner team. For continuing to supply meals to the Women’s Shelter that our ministry had started after we had to move away from Chino Valley. And for being a strong foundation for the youth and congregation of Chino Valley. You touched my life.
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11/11/13 – Day 11 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for Minister Eddie James who writes music so pure and anointed that it breaks your heart for God. For the life he chose in touching the lives of young people all over the world, including my own children. And for living an open life of faith and humility, something so very rare.
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11/12/13 – Day 12 of Thankfulness – I am thankful that when I’m having a “down” day God brings me little reminders of His love. Today I found a small pansy growing in a wagon out front. It survived the hard freeze 2 days ago and bloomed yesterday. Then God reconnected me in a phone call with someone I haven’t seen or spoken to in about 15 years. Little things that mean so much.
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11/13/13 – Day 13 of Thanksgiving – I am thankful for Pastor (Reverend?) Billy Graham, Pastor Chuck Swindoll and Pastor Marilyn Hickey. After I gave my heart to serving Jesus I was so hungry to learn everything I could about the Bible and the history of the church and those who made the church what it was – but I was way past broke. Billy’ s ministry sent me books every month and I absorbed them all. Chuck’s ministry sent me Bible Study guides that went along with the series he was preaching on every day on the radio. Marilyn’s ministry sent out Bible Study guides that went along with what she was preaching every day on TV. I moved my work schedule around so I could attend all of the studies, plus any studies available around town. I was putting magazines together for an arson investigators association and it made my hours flexible. I wonder if they ever thought tat those materials were going out to someone who would become an ordained pastor with a BA in Theology.
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11/14/13 – Day 14 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for my job. I am thankful that they gave me a chance, even in my golden years. I’m thankful that God placed me in a division with wonderful people who care about each other and enjoy working together. AND I’m thankful that I don’t have to dress up every day and compete for style – I’m in an area where sweatshirts, jeans and boots are the norm, along with a ballcap topper. Only disadvantage is that computers and servers have to stay cold, I prefer warm – but they blessed me with a space heater to keep me toasty.
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11/15/13 – Day 15 of Thankfulness – I am thankful that even though I haven’t found a church to attend locally, that there are services on the Internet and in PodCasts that I can watch and listen to and still be taught and built up in God’s Word. I get to watch 2-3 services on Sunday morning from my computer (in my jammies!!) and listen to 3 different ministries on my kindle through PodCasts. It isn’t the same as being with a body of saints where there is immediate interface of prayer and encouragement and fellowship – but I can still hear the Word of God through the interpretation of several different pastors. Makes you think and study more. Wonderful.
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11/16/13 – Day 16 of Thankfulness – I am thankful to have a roof over my head and walls all around – there are so many who do not. Even though this old rental is drafty, cold and damp in the winter and hot and humid in the summer, it keeps me safe and provides a place for our family to gather and enjoy a wonderful meal together. Soon I will have to leave here – but until I do, I will thank the Lord that he provided me shelter when I had to leave my previous home quickly to move across the state for work. He ALWAYS provides for me. Thank You Jesus!
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11/17/13 – Day 17 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for Facebook, eMail, Texting and Messaging that allows me to stay connected to family and friends many miles away. It allows me to share the joys and the sorrows of daily life. It allows me to watch children grow, adults age, share Holiday pictures and watch / participate in milestones. No longer do I have to wait weeks for a letter to arrive. No longer do I have to wait years to see a loving face. I can open a photo and be right there, the moment it is posted. It isn’t the same as being there, for sure – but it is awfully close.
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11/18/13 – Day 18 of Thankfulness – I am thankful that, even though I have some pretty serious health issues, through diet and herbs I have been able to keep it under control and I have a pretty healthy life. God has blessed me with people who have the knowledge to help me with herbs to heal, when they know I’m unable to take most all prescriptions. God gave us everything we need to take care of the body He gave us. So thankful.
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11/19/13 – Day 19 of Thankfulness – I am so thankful for the little critters that God has blessed me with. 27 chickens, 2 ducks. 4 dogs and 4 cats. They bring a smile in the morning. They greet me multiple times during the day. 3 dogs and one cat climb into bed with me at night and keep me warm when it’s cold out – and, unfortunately, when it’s way too warm. They warn me when strangers approach, and when things are out of sorts. And Quackers the duck has become quite an effective alarm clock. Blessed.
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11/20/13 – Day 20 of Thankfulness – I wanted to wait until this time of the month to talk about my family; closer to Thanksgiving day. I have a very big family. God has put so many people into my life that have become brothers, sisters, sons and daughters. People who encourage me, pray for me, teach me, treat me and spoil me rotten. I have been so blessed with these relationships. I would not be the same person without their love and influence – all of them. I think I may be the richest person in the world because of them, for the love they share with me is priceless.
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11/21/13 – Day 21 of Thankfulness – I can’t even explain how thankful I am for my children; the one I gave birth to, the two I adopted and the dozens that entered our lives and stayed. To feel so loved is indescribable. No matter where we are, I get hugs. Every day I hear “I love you” multiple times. How much more blessed could a person be? What an honor to be called “Mama” – Priceless.
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11/22/13 – Day 22 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for my son Paul, who came into this world 29 years ago after a very difficult birth. He has brought me such joy and purpose. He was born with a very tender heart and displays a heart of compassion. He walked with me through many difficult years and his encouragement helped keep my spirits up. He knows the power of laying hands on a refrigerator …and praying for food, because we lived it. He knows that he is unconditionally loved – and so do I. He is always there for me, every day. He is now a strong and wonderful young man preparing to be a husband and father – something he has dreamed of all his life. I am so proud of him – and thankful that God trusted me to be his mom.
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11/23/13 – Day 23 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for my son Eli. I didn’t give birth to Eli, but was granted the honor of being his mom. Eli is our dare-devil and athlete, with a heart filled with compassion for people. His desire is to make a difference in the lives of others, that’s really awesome. He went into the Army to defend our country, and came back and worked hard to earn his Firefighter I and II certifications, his Wildland Fire certification, his EMS certification and is going back into the service. I am so proud of Eli and the tenderness God has put inside of him. I’m thankful for the gift of being his Mom.
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11/24/13 – Day 24 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for my son Jon.  I didn’t give birth to Jon, but was granted the honor of being his mom.  Jon is the one who brings silliness to our lives.  Dancing crazy dances, singing silly songs, dancing on a roof in a leprechaun costume or running around a track in a fat lady suit to promote donations for cancer; he always keeps us laughing.  Jon has wanted to be President of the United States since he was about 4, but his career dreams change every 24 hours, or less; it’s hard to keep up!  Jon has a heart for youth and the struggles young people go through.  He has been involved in leadership in youth ministry for at least 6 years; probably more. He has followed my lead in studying Theatre Arts and Theology.  I’m very proud of Jon.  If he ever stops dreaming and begins to implement all of the ideas he has formulated, he will do truly amazing things. I am thankful that God gave me the honor of being his mom.
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11/25/13 – Day 25 of Thankfulness – Although this may sound like an odd thing to be thankful for, I will explain.  I am thankful for broken relationships.  I am sad to say that I have been married twice and I’m single now.  But I am thankful for 2 major events – one in each relationship.  I am thankful for my first relationship because my son Paul was born in that relationship.  And in the 2nd relationship, I was able to adopt my other 2 sons, Eli and Jon.  For every difficult path we walk, there is some fragment of goodness.  In both of those difficult time, and most of you walked through much of it with me – there was a great goodness – my children.  Thankful.
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11-26-13 – Day 26 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for my 2003 Mercury Grand Marquis with only ½ a paint job and an incredible run history.  I bought it about 7 years ago with just over 50,000 miles on it and have shared the road with it over 100,000 miles since.  The A/C and Heater don’t really work, but the defroster does and that’s all that really matters.  It starts every time I turn the key and that is what’s most important to me.  I figure I have at least another 100,000 miles left on her – and I’m looking forward to the places we will go.  Blessed.
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11/27/13 – Day 27 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for Paul’s beautiful lady, Heather Beeson.  Heather has brought so much joy to our home, by just being her.  She is caring and compassionate and makes my son incredibly happy.  A mom couldn’t ask for more.  And, bonus prize, she brings along with her little 4 year old Joey to capture everyone’s hearts.  Thank you Heather, for coming into our lives.
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11/28/13 – Day 28 of Thankfulness – Thanksgiving Day!  I am thankful for my life – for ALL it brought, for ALL it will bring.  I’m thankful for the difficult trials, for it taught me compassion.  I’m thankful for the poverty, for it taught me ingenuity.  I’m thankful for my children, for they bring me love.  I’m thankful for my animals, for they bring me joy.  I’m thankful for my Savior, for He brought / brings me Hope. I’m thankful for my church(es), for they taught me praise and worship.  I’m thankful for my friends, for they share their wisdom. I’m thankful for my jobs, for they bring me provision. I’m thankful for the pains of life, for it taught me prayer. I’m thankful for all of you, for I will never feel alone.  God Bless You this Thanksgiving Day. 
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11/29/13 -Day 29 of Thankfulness – I am thankful for days of rest. Days when the chore board is overflowing and you determine that tomorrow would be a better bet. When you spend time reconnecting with old friends and lend a listening ear. When you  go grab a big fluffy blanket and snuggle up for a nap. A day of reflection and prayer. A day of leftovers and holiday movies next to a warm fire. I don’t get them often, but when I do, I’m so thankful.
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11/30/13 – Day 30 of Thankfulness – I am thankful to be able to be thankful. I’m thankful to live in a country where I have the freedom to go to church without persecution. I’m thankful that I live where there is running water and bathrooms – something I didn’t always have when I was growing up. I’m thankful that I can go to a grocery store and buy food, or a farmer’s market, or my own back yard. I’m thankful that I don’t live in fear of soldiers breaking down my door and killing my family. I’m thankful that I don’t have to be afraid to drive downtown, for fear of riots or car bombs. We live in a very blessed country and I fear that we take it for granted. Pray for the freedom we have, the security we have, the rights we have, so that God will protect it when the foolishness of man tries to steal it away. Be thankful that we are in a position to be thankful – so much of the world has lost hope.
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Into Every Hand

17 Nov

Hands 

If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?    Matthew 7:11

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Into every person’s hand,

God brings life.

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Sometimes they are the children, of our passion;

Sometimes the children, of our compassion;

Sometimes the hopes and dreams, of our soul.

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And with the honor, comes obligation;

to breathe truth, to breathe love,

to breathe hope, to breathe light,

into that life.

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With the guard of ministering angels, life can grow.

But tempted by the guard of the fallen,

 they find anger, they find strife,

they embrace perversion.

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We choose their angels, in their toddler years;

They choose their angels, in their teens;

All choose again, in the maturing of life.

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Where have we sent them, these precious lives?

What have we shown them?

What example have we set?

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Do the angels of our light,

war with the angels, of their darkness;

Or do the angels of our darkness,

strive to drive away the angels, of their light?

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Into every hand, God places the gift of life.

Some are the children, of our passion;

Some are the children, of our compassion;

Some are the hopes and dreams,

of our soul.

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STREET FIGHT

13 Nov

Angry Teen

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.    John 3:16 KJV

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I’m strong – I have power,

You’re weak – you’re nothing.

I could hit you – I could stab you,

You’re weak – you’re nothing.

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These streets are mine – I need nothing,

I don’t need food – I don’t need a room.

I can do anything – I can do everything,

You’re weak – you’re nothing.

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I could kill you – I could take your money,

I could destroy everything you have.

I am strong – nothing can touch me,

You’re weak – you’re nothing.

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What’s wrong with you, man?

Don’t you see me, don’t you hear me?

You are at my mercy –

You are a bug in the palm of my hand,

You’re weak – you’re nothing.

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Don’t you hear me – can’t you see what I am.

I am strong – I am tough – nothing can hurt me.

I need nothing – I need no one –

The streets are mine,

You’re weak – you’re nothing.

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You’re different, man – you’re different.

You don’t fear me – but you’re not tough.

You sort of glow, man – are you high,

What are you on, man?

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You’re different, man – you’re different.

I’m tough – I’m mean – but – you’re different.

What’s in you, man – I don’t get it.

I’m mean – but you’re looking at me like –

Like – we’re old friends, or something.

But – I don’t have friends –

There are no friends on the street,

NO – you’re weak – you’re nothing.

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I don’t need you – I don’t need nobody,

The streets are mine – I live through fear,

No one messes with me.

But, you’re different, man – Who are you?

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Don’t touch me, man,

No one touches me – Nothing touches me.

I’m mean – the streets are mine,

I’m  –  –  strong  –  –  I’m  –  –

Who are you?

What are you?

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Sit down, man – over here,

Where no one can see.

Tell me again why you aren’t afraid.

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There’s no way You could have been like Me,

No way, man – You’re weak – you’re –  –  different  –  –  you’re  –  –

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I don’t want to change,

I don’t need food – I don’t need nobody,

People are bad news, man –

People are no good,

Out here I’m king, man,

These are my streets – I’m mean . . .

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Don’t hold me, man -don’t touch me – don’t . . . .

Why did you do that –

Why do you care about me.

There’s nothing in your world for me,

There’s no hope – I’m not like you –

You’re not like me,

I can’t be like you.

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Who are you, man – look at me cry,

I don’t cry – I’m mean – I’m tough – I’m . . .

Who are you?

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Ok, man – Ok.

Tell me again,

Tell me again about this Jesus guy.

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